Conversation with Jesus
Dear Lord, it has been a while since we talked, sorry about that. Sorry sounds almost like my cliché word as I make so many mistakes. I almost don’t want to ask if there is anything because somehow I fear a rebuke as there is no end to this negativity. Help me to not yield to it but to only look to you my love. Please speak and see if there is anything that you want to say.
First of all, that apprehension thinking that I have a rebuke for you kind of makes it sour. I don’t rebuke you and if there is anything, it is that I would like to help you. I mean I could help you to stay positive.
Okay then my Lord I have a tough time with this situation
Well, it is not so much what others have to learn, but you learning to keep a positive attitude that is important and it was right that it was mentioned to you about these little comments that you made as they are harmful and selfish so take time to rectify that and also it is important that you will be able to learn that and overcome in that area, so I can move you along and we can learn fresh grades. So being positive and keeping positive comments flowing these are the main lessons. Focus on these.
Thank you Jesus for this input. Please speak to us about today and what is it that you want me to learn here?
Like you said selfishness sets in quickly, so then go out of your way to fight it by being generous, by giving and by learning. I will not relieve you from here unless you learn the lessons that I have put you here for.
But it all seems a bit of a mess.
When you entangle with it, it becomes messy but when you rise above it and are giving then things will work out fine.
So how should we go on from here?
Just let things flow, they want it so much, so be it. Just keep working together and working things out. O yes, be thankful and don’t let differences of character throw you off. Whatever gives peace, let this flow. So flow, seek the places and paths of least resistance and just flow like a river. What am I like? What is my character like? It is giving, right? Do I measure people’s selfishness and withhold the sun from shining on them do I withhold the rain? For you it is to learn to give and not count in return. Don’t worry just flow and let things take its course like the river flows so flow ye, don’t force things and just relax, just flow with the stream and go with it and see. Be patient, loving and kind.
Dear Lord I don’t express this too often but please be assured of my love and thankfulness for what you have done for me and what you are doing for me today and how you are helping us to continue for you. Thank you for the stress that comes in and that then we can simply look to you and call on you for help. Thank you that you are defeating the negativity in my life and thank you that there is water in the tank, and thank you that my laundry is now washing, thank you for the many little and big miracles that you do. Thank you that you have given me yourself and salvation and a presence in our Father’s house. Thank you my Lord, my love and thank you a thousand times. If there was ever any love, it is you. None that ever walked the face of the earth was like you my Lord, none gave so much for me as you, none ever came close to fulfilling my desires as you. How can I even write in words the overwhelming feeling of gratitude and thankfulness for you and what you have done and given for me, not only in the past but the amazing joy that you give me today.