Conversation with Jesus
Dear Lord I got into a soup again how can I get out of this?
ASK ME WHAT YOUR PART IS IN THE PROBLEM and then be willing to rectify it.
Dear Jesus what is my part in this problem? What is my part in the argument?
I’ll tell you your part is not 50 percent, but when there is an overheated argument it is your full 100 percent responsibility, because you turned to your own strength and not to me. BOOM does that shock you well I hope so, because you know what I think about you being right. “All the ways of a man are clean in his own eyes; but the LORD weighs the spirits” (Proverbs 16:2) You like to be right in your own eyes so I weigh your spirit and every time you argue YOU ARE FOUND WANTING because you lack in love. I wanted to put that in capitals so you understand clearly what your part is in an argument that breathes the disunity. I am not talking about a healthy discussion to find the best solution, but I am talking about wanting to prove yourself right and better than the other person and that is so opposite me and so opposite problem solving.
Lord, I just reread this and I still feel that others are also to blame.
Fine. You say it takes two to tango, then dance and don’t argue. Dance, I am the Lord of the dance, not of frustration and giving tit for tat. That is how wars are started.
Yes Lord, I am sorry I want to say I am thankful for my coworkers because never in my life could I learn these lessons on love and humility. I am such a proud duck and humility does not come natural to me – I wonder if it comes natural to anyone?
Well here we don’t grade on the curb, meaning that if everyone has a bad score we don’t cover up the bad in order to not make it look as bad as it really is. It does not work like that. That is why I came to set an example to follow and to expose the bad “good” people. I tell you if anyone was good at finding fault with others it was the “good” religious people. Thank God my Father gave me the wisdom to put them to silence every time. Sometimes I had to stop and ask my Father for wisdom for what to answer as they were so “good” at making people feel bad and putting people in a corner. That is why I wrote in the sand to get the right answer when they brought the woman that they cought in the “very act”. See that is what the devil is like, first he tempts you to sin, then he waits for you to sin, so that he can accuse you and condemn you for sinning. I was called a friend of sinners, because honestly I like to be with people that are honest about themselves and that don’t try to pretend to be holy and hide their sins and try to prove themselves right.
What shall I do next my Dearest?
Thank me for this disunity then you know if anything good will come from this that it is miracle of my hand and you will praise me for it, Please apologize and start again, this time on a humbler note.
Dear Jesus, I will apologize and ask you to please take over not 99.9 percent but the full 100 percent I give you full and free reign to posses me completely so I can show your love as I know it is totally not natural for me. I have proven that time and again. Thank you for these beautiful testimonies that I am reading. I just don’t seem to change, if you help me my love then more than anything I ask you for the fruits of the spirit to shine through. Love, joy, peace, longsuffering, goodness, kindness, patience and faith. (Galatians 5:22. 23) Take over my darling, take full possession of my life, my tongue and give grace, humility, joy and kindness. Who could save a wretch like me, amazing grace. I will put my hand in yours and trust that you will do all things well.
I will Johan if you do your part.
Will you please nudge me when I get out of line? Please guide me with your eye. You said “I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.” (Psalms 32:8) Help me to focus on your eyes so I can see the slightest wink and follow the guidance and direction that you give with your eyes.